I felt myself sinking deeper and deeper,
I am afraid I cant hang on any longer.
I will soon suffocate,
and i see no hope.
can anyone stretch out your hands to pull me out from there?
I am struggling hard to free myself from there,
but to no avail.

ytd,had geog and science paper.
and it was disastrous.
i did not finish my geog paper.
and i lost many marks alr.
there is a 99.999999999(continuous)% that i will fail it
i put so much effort in it,
spending most of my time for it,
yet this is the result.

i know how to do all the questions,
is just that can you just spare me a little more time to finish it?
i know the answers to it!
but why didnt you give me a chance?

mrs tay came to invigilate us.
time flies when she invigilate us
''30 min left,''she said.
(alright,reminding myself time isnt enough)
''10 min left,'' she reported agn.
(scribbling...scribbling)
''alright,finish your last sentence.....and put your pens down,time's up.''
(my heart sank.it was just like the end of world for me)

my friends and i,
spent most the time studing for geog,
and thats what happen.
i kept questioning myself,
why didnt you write faster?
why are you always so slow?
why the hell will you spend so much time at sec b?

now,i dread seeing geog books.
just like what javier said.
it reminds me of the paper.
it was like pressurising me so much,
that i could hardly breathe.
can anyone please help?

thanks to cousin brother and gelasia and haisong,
for the advice for making me feel much better.
(gelasia,thanks for the hug)
cousin brother(bx) said a lot to me and really cheered me up.
and thanks to haisong,
he told me to focus on history,
not to thinks about it anymore.
he's right.
thats the only thing i can do.
even though i am weak in history,
i still have to give my best,
to pull my marks.
all of them are right.
there's no point to keep thinking bout it.
i have to focus and depend on the other papers.
I HAVE TO MOVE ON.

big thank you to gelasia.
for the great hug she gave me,
which make me feel so much better.
(thanks gelasia,i love you) ;D
i hope to offer you a hug every day too,
in anyway to make you feel better.[:

chatted with peipei at msn ytd.
cant log in ace-learning.
cos got the session cookie thingy.
thankyou so much for trying ur best to help me.
i solve the prob alr:)
thanks for being such a great friend,
being there for me everytime.
great great friends,
peipei,gelasia,jialing,weiyi,yongfang,shiyu etc.
minshi is really grateful to all of you,
and i am aware of what you guys did for me
i am glad to have these great friends with me.

chatted with haisong at msn ytd.
just realise his bdae falls on the same day with my dad's one.
haha.then he was like saying celebrating with him.
thn think of it,
one old,one young de.
thn two of them nothing to say to each other,
just saying ''happy bdae''
LOL :O


just did facebook quiz,
on how well u noe me.
(anyone who have facebook acc,can do my quiz!)
thank you.

words to my fellow friends:
don ever give up,
i know you can do it.
we still have a long way to go,
lets all strive hard and do our best!
jiayou and just a few days to go,
before we can take take a short break before other tests come.
:DD