Tears are words the heart cant say...

Hello guys. (:
just did part of my science. many of it was just copy and paste from web :/
still left with the chemistry task part. tmr gotta edit it and find some pictures to decorate and den that's i have to do for my science!
gotta chiong all hw. planning to do two other reflections today and some pages of math.
guess wouldnt be gg to school tmr,cos of th irritating sore eyes ):
hope to finish my homework soon. *pray hard* -again.
yonglay just now asked if i wanna go to singapore indoor stadium to watch the finals for singapore idol today. so sudden lol. and i am really curious how he got all those tickets. LOL. still rmb last time he asked peipei,jiaxin and me whether we wanna go for the 2010 countdown thingy, cos similarly,he got the tickets. LOL. he went with yixin. hahas (: yixin was saying she was such a good friend to accompany yonglay. hahas :D hey guys, enjoy yourselves eh! :D
have been using com for the whole day. gotta go alr. bye guys! :D
current mood: ( (: ) -because i did follow my hw scheldue today! :D

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

greetings to all (:
just another normal day,with the kind of rainy weather which left me all alone.
reminded myself to do my science assignment at 3 and now it's alr 4.41pm.
darn it,gotta start fast. my blog template's giving me all the problems,as well as my playlist. so i decided to remove my playlist for the time being in order not to let it disgrace itself.such a shame. a nice playlist's there,yet it isnt playing any song. funny eh? LOL. will update my playlist soon. (: hope you guys wouldnt mind.
tags are replied at respective blogs eh :D and jiaxin,you're CHIO ar. without dancing ballet you are already chioooooooo le oh. :D
alright,shouldnt blog much,off to do my science,buh-bye! <3
current mood: ( :/ )

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! (:
sorry if it's a litte too late eh.was rather busy these few days.in and out of house.
somemore,my sis need to use the com to work on her sch project,you see.
so here i am to update you guys! (:
firstly,the sec 1 registration. on 23rd dec.
reported at 7 am in the morning,and arranged to meet yixin at the 335 bus stop. (: on the way met yanran so we walked to school tgt. when we were about to reach the school,there's some girls behind us,havin mac in the hands. and just behind them,followed a dog. -.- they were so scared and walked so fast that the dog looked as if it's tagging behind me. den it followed them into our school.LOL. the security chased the dog away.so diao lah. many reported very early,some for prefects duty,others for performances.saw jiaxin and peipei .so went up to the study area with them.while i went to report with yixin while the two of them went to music room to prepare for their performance.
was assigned to do ushering at the foyer. haha. with yixin and yonglay and some others.den talked alot before the parents and students came.many were from jurong pri.rulang pri too.hahas (: lacked of manpower.LOL. so we gotta usher very fast and cant stop. ended quite early. after that bbt-ed with yixin,wendy and yonglay.except that yixin and yonglay didnt buy. den headed home to prepare for xmas party.
slept for awhile.den bathe. rushed to jp to meet up with the others. was late. LOL. but den only peipei,jiaxin and delia reached.so we went to fairprice xtra to buy the ingredients and materials.bought alot and many people were like so shocked when they saw the things in the trolley.hahs.:D after that,yixin came to joined us.followed by yonglay.lastly benchia to help us carry the things. we made yonglay carry the charcoal.lol. budden i felt that the things in my hands was too light,so went to kope a packet of 3kg charcoal from him. :x took mrt to lakeside after that to meet up with the other prefects. took things to a void deck and played many games there. jiaxin kept sms-ing there and didnt focus.so she tio forfeit. she danced a part of ballet for us. nice oh. chiobu.hahas. had fun. (:
at around 6,we headed to parc vista and started our BBQ there. benchia,eugene and some other guys helped to start the fire. after that.we start preparing the food. after that,haisong came with his whole tray of beehoon. cooked by his aunt.& he said that the egg was prepared by him. keep telling ppl to eat.LOL. den benchia told others to eat the yam. prepared by himself. quite nice (: haha. den started to give out plates of beehoon to the others with haisong. LOL. den many came queuing. hahs. after that. start to poke sticks of marshmallows. den peipei and haisong started with all the BBQ-ing. YONGLAY'S hands were gross. LOL. and like all dry up liddat. yixin kept talking drinks for us. thankyou oh.(:
crapped alot while BBQ-ing. only the sec 3 and 4 were thr to bbq.The sec 2s'10 were like slack slack. hahs. time passed very fast. like not even one quarter of food was cooked,den it's alr 8pm.which is like so -.- cos we said party would end at 8.LOL. luckily many can stay late. (: played and chat while BBQ . so fun. hahas. laughed alot. at first promised to go home with yixin. but in the end didnt. only sent her off. so sorry eh. ):
after that,we all stopped BBQ and went to sat at a corner to chit chat. soon,it's 11 alr. started to pack up and headed home. sms-ed yixin at night. hahs (: 11 plus den reached home. this party was fun. thanks alot,our organiser.KOHPEIPEI! <3 you ar. dont worry. it's a success oh. ^^ hahas.
just remembered that on the orientation camp night concert i gotta go for the choral prog. haix. gotta request from ms chua to let me go for the camp,not th choral prog. hope she allow. *pray hard*
miss my clique and dardar. ): hope to see them soon oh. :D (L)
my eyes are feeling so uncomfortable. haix. that i kept rubbing it. O: cant concentrate on my hw. swear that i gonna do at least some of my hw tmr. or else i would really give myself one tight slap.LOL. alright,gotta go. look at the time now. i am a good blogger right?LOL. kayes.bye&good night everyone. :D

yooohoo! :D
i love to say yooohooo alot recently.hahas.
met up with jialing,javier and weiherng on sun. went marina barrage. quite a fun trip i guess. still okay lah. but the best thing among those is that i can finally see jialing dardar :D hahas. talked and joked. LOL. miss those moments with her.(:
took alot of photos.& also spent alot of money. LOL. officially broke. returned to JP after that and had dinner there. bought a present for the christmas gift exchange with prefects tmr. below $5. like so difficult to find =.= went to find sis and "worked" with her.met some friendly and cute customers (: reached home at bout 11,and my parents were back from m'sia too! hahas :D
went back to school in the morning for prefects meeting. danced,cheered and some annoucements.bad at dance. LOL. not sure of the dance moves. but still able to cope. quite fun. hahas. danced halfway jiaxin and peipei came to join us from their CO camp. den jiaxin was like running to us and she came to me and gave me a massive hug.i love her bangs (: peipei cut her hair! LOL. not huge difference lah. -.- hahahs :D miss all of them yoh. yixin and delia are really cute too.they made me laugh so much.HAHA.
rather excited bout the sec 1 orientation. but still not done with my hw. =.= we sec 3 prefects'10 saying that we are not going to sleep. gonna chat.^^ hahs. learnt alot of dance recently. from choir as well as the prefects. in total in guess 4?LOL.
gonna report early in the morning tmr.7am,as the new batch of sec 1s will be reporting to our school next yr (: after that we'll have our christmas celebration.
gonna go have my dinner now. buhbye! ohya,the 8pm show every mon at channel 8 is really touching. cry every episode. LOL. and great thankyou to all the AVA who helped out today. hahas.
bye everyone!SEE YOU SOON!and,do tag. my tagboard is like so...quiet.LOL (:

hello guys!sorry for not updating.
short post today.
went out today.
to jp.to buy some books and pens for school.
bought a new book!
CHICKEN SOUP!!!
ahahhahah xD
so happy. i swear that one day i gonna have a one whole collection of chicken soup! :DDDDD
my cousin gave me a necklace as christmas gift today. very nice. big thanks to her :D
going out with my friends to marina barrage tmr! happy! finally can see my lor-sor partner,after all this while.
i am sure i will enjoy myself tmr!and take alot of pics too. hahahs.
parents gg m'sia tmr. hope they will enjoy themselves! :D
gtg.miss you guys,bye. (:

yoooohoooo! (:
back from choir cum committee dance. so tiring yet so fun. cos i laughed damn lots with jasmine lahhh. hahahs (: learnt another new song today. ms angila told us it was a song that we would sing in our nursery,however,i have no recollection at all.LOL.
i am so happy today.know why,cos i laugh so much! & also also also cos i saw my xinxin dear today!!!! the minute i see her.i requested for a hug. ^^ her haircut make her look so much chio-er. she's alr chio in the very first place :D
miss her so much. gonna see her tmr during prefects meeting tmr!! (:
was talking so happily halfway till a teacher came and "interrogate" the people in the prefects room.LOL. is like so none of his business? i dont think there's anything wrong with benchia asking that "why?" la. that teacher is the one with attitude >:( don like him. it's the tch yonglay dislike also. hahahas. so yuckish. people using an area of the school also cannot. nvr disturb dao him he also care! =.= noobbbbbb. blah blah.
will be going out with jasmine for a movie cum study date next week. hahahs (: she's really cute. ^^ she make me laugh so much today. :DDD
gonna see two of my baobeis tmr! :D so happy. hahas (: alright. off i go alr. a little too abrupt. nut nvm.LOL. byeeeee! still,happy birthday my dear jieling! xD
not to forgot to thanks jialing and jiaxin for supporting my blog so often. ^^ thankyou. (: love my clique :D

helllo guys,
just a post to wish my beloved best friend a very happy birthday !!!!
which is specially for TAN JIE LING.
May all your wishes come true and may your life lead you in the best way that will promise me to let you stay happy forever! :D i love you forever! (:
miss you. and hope to see you soon!!! <3
cant celebrate with you on this actual day, so here i am to give you a birthday cake! (:
HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDDDAAAAYYYYYYYY!

back from choir. learnt a new chinese song (: rahter nice. ^^
recently got obsessed in petville. cos my pet there is so active& cute! :D and the few stages it's damn damn damn easy to level up lah. hahahs (:
hey guys,guess wouldnt be using too much computer alr. gonna work on my hw. in addition,i gonna be out of my house this whole week. either for outings or school stuffs. haix. so it's time to spend my precious time on my hw.which means that i wouldnt be blogging that often alr.
lesser and lesser people are tagging at my blog alr lol ):
so ppl, do tag ar! :D

i waited and waited till now. yet,he's still not here yet.
he's just fooling you.


hello guys. :D
here to update. sorry for not posting for several days. as i was not at home for most of the time.
an outing today was cancelled. which left me so free. err. not really free, especially considering the ton of hw undone. alright. means i am free because i didnt plan for today cos i tot i would be out.
so,i plan to do my reflections today. :DDDDD
alright, went to school early in the morning ytd to buy books. math,OUT OF STOCK.=.= Thats real important because i need the book for my hw. whats even ridiculous is that i actully ordered the book from them. means that i have to wait and wait for the books. isnt it btr for me to go popular and buy it myself?! :/ stupid me.haix.
8 hours of choir ytd. non-stop. tiring. because my eyes and throat were feeling unwell. our conductor drove the six of us to commonwealth sec. which is so cramped with her 4 seats car. she treated us our lunch.
thoery before our combined prac. a great headache as we were given a few pages of theory work to complete during the theory lesson. all of us were like so stress and let out a big "WHEW~" after we complete it. haha(:
and continuously after the theory we sang non stop for the 3 hours. LOL. okay. my mood at that moment was: SLEEPY. morning with the school choir was tiring enough. with only the four of us singing the soprano one part,plus ms angila kindda "auditoned" us. as in,wanna us to sing in front of the whole choir. scary lehh. LOL. lucky nvr go out of tune. ==
today's a rather dead day. dunno why. nothing much to update. goodbye everyone (:

I took a good look, and came to realise that reality is just this cruel.

currently not in the best of mood now. and i now do believe that,people do change.
those people that i once share my memories with,did change,and they are now comfortable with their current environment,and neglecting the past. it's as if to making out a little time would kill you eh.forget it.not worth it at all.

will be going to the temple to pray ltr on. but the best isnt by my side. it's raining now. i hate gg out in rainy days eh. shall work on my hw after i reached home. come to think of it,there's choir tmr. i need a black file. darn it. have to buy one ltr.

shall not continue with this post yeah. it's kindda with all my grumblings. so yeah, will update you guys soon. bye. (:

whatsup guys! haha (: just got back home not long ago.
went to watch 2012 (again) with my family today (:
as you know,i alr watched it once in genting. but it is still as touching as ever. i still cried. or rather should i say i cried more than what i cried in genting? mayb my mind wasnt at the best state in genting as i was feeling damn cold and tired catching a midnight show there. thus, watching it again really helps in refreshing my memory,and of course,understanding the parts which i cant figure out when watching it at genting. great movie. (L) it. :D gonna do a movie review for it.
After that,went around jp to look for my school bag. and that's seriously a tedious job. as you an imagine,jp is now bigger than before. and with me looking around aimlessly in that big shopping mall.it's of course tiring.what's more tiring is that i am so indecisive.i dunno which bag i should buy.LOL. thus,we gave up and proceeded to eat our dinner. ate PepperLunch with sis. as in,we shared it. still okay okay la :x
right after that,we continue to go around and hunt for the bag. went adidas,sports link,sports town,converse,kappa,zinc,royal sporting house...&many many more shops. my mother cant take it lol. went in adidas more than three times to consider whether to buy the bag. in the end,i decided to go back to the royal sporting house.alright,and finally got a bag there. paid it on my own. money fly lol. expensive leh. and bought a bottle and pencil case too.(: but i didnt pay for it. my mum did.LOL. spent a hundred over dollars there. hahahs. alright,have to start daving money.owe many people their bdae gifts.& not to forget all the expense for the outings ):
had a tiring day today,with us all wandering around.LOL. mummy wanted subway. so we bought it. bought the italian one. so salty. me don like it.GREAT "HARVEST" today. hahas.
and last ly, to peipei&xinxin(jiaxin), i miss& love you guys alot too ):
and to lingling&yuyu, enjoy yourself while you're having holidays!

hellooo guys. back here againnnn (:
shiyu's of to china alr. gonna miss her. hope she will enjoy herself there! ;D
&most importantly,must take care oh.(:
played games at facebook. starting to get bored of it alr. but i still love bejeweled blitz. i love the bang bang sound! the explosive sound! *excited* LOL.
chatted with jialing at msn tooo. hahas. miss her yoh. arranged a time for the date at marina barrage (: she introdueced me alot of songs eh (: NICE ones.
jialing,too,will be going off a her holiday trip to malaysia tmr. haix. so many gg off. will miss them. cos i will lose another chat partner/lor-sor partner online ):
nvm,she will be back soon,isnt't it? =.= alright,i know that i am deluding myself.
i got a false alarm today. cos my mum told me that she wanna buy my books today.but in the end we didnt. change of
plan.meeting jasmine,beiyu&wendy on friday to buy it (: alright,going for a nap soon.perhaps i shall start doing my hw after the nap.nonono,not a "shall".it's a "MUST".:D REFLECTIONS,here i come!hahas(:
Getting insomnia nowadays. for no particular reason. just feeling abit lost. haix.
got to go ehhs.will come back here tmr (:
see ya!
i miss my clique and my pri-gang ):

a post just to say,
THANKYOU,JAVIER!
just after i posted today's post,i realise that my blog did not have title all way long. =.= really lag i know. den was chatting to javier at msn and mentioned to him about it den he volunteered to help me with it.
and YES! he did it! :DDDD
thankyou javier, so that my posts wouldnt be so nameless.. hahahs :D
last but not least, still THANKYOU.

It seem so much like a crime.I'd arrest you if I had handcuffs.


yoohooo@everyone here!;D
i found the new way of posting rather neat eh. if you don understand me, compare the posts that i posted on the 2nd and 4th of dec. and see the difference (:
leave some comments eh. ;D so should i post it in which manner?*awaiting for your reply*
alright. i gotta start doing my homework tmr. with all the reflections! hope i am able to finish 1 english newspaper article,one movie reflection,one chinese newspaper reflection & finally one chinese journal. ;D dont doubt me yoh, cos i love doing reflections! :DDDDDDDD
Reflection's cool& easy.LOL.
it's a nice weather today. Looks like it's going to rain,but actually it's not.So cooling.Now it's 5.55pm. but it already seem so dark.cool cool weather (:
hope to buy my books soon. and all those new materials needed for school ;D i am ready!LOL. i mean to buy new things, not ready for school. hahahs. as you see, with those undone work :X
alright,nothing much to post. so yeah, goodbye (:

Who shall be the typewriter of our love story?

sms-ed with my cousin till 4 in the morning last night. hahahs (:
i miss her/them so much! :DDDDD
gonna go buy books soon (: heex. to get started on my hw. :D
my sis is now using her phone chat with me at msn. she's showing off to me that she had a great meal at mac.LOL. bleh :P!
nothing to update today eh. but just a special post for my beloved weiyi'laopo!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU, my dear wife! :DDDDDDDmay all your dreams come true and stay happy forever yeah. smile smile!
you have been a great laopo/friend ehhs! hahahs. (: love you forever.
lastly,a happy birthday song for you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO WEIYI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU!

back back ehs!
from the another 9 hours of choir.
totally out of energy lor. drained.
my voice changed alot. ytd shiyu called me on the phone and she said my voice changed. ):
cos of too much singing.so,these three days add up to... 27 hours of singing. WOW. =.=
but it was fun today. four primary schools came today, and we practiced their SYF set piece. (: sounds nice. hahahs.
laughed damn lot today. laugh tilli cried lol. so funny. :DDD very long nvr laugh until liddat liao. hahahah!
well,today's the last day of 'camp'. so everyone camwhore. even the teachers. hahahs.took damn lots pictures today. :DDD i am starting to love the MTDC choir alr! though it's a little too late :/ with the friends there i will really laugh like hell lor. hahas. laugh till tired. the food there was nice. not like fuhua's food. this shows how rich MOE is. cos this programme is sponsered by MOE. even the teabreak we have food from POLAR the cake shop leh. PRO ar!
LOL. had a fun day today. i wanna the pics the whole choir took today! LOL. but with teacher. when she upload on the facebook shall show you guys (:
haven start on my hw. i am really dead. gonna fast fast go buy books le.
argh! tired day. shall blog again soon. bye everyone (:
have alot of inside joke today. not going to share with you guys (: hahahs :P

Labels: I HAD FUN :)

i dare to dream big, but only when I was young.

back from another 9 hours of choir. throat's really feeling bad. gotta lose my voice after tmr. a small peformance for the primary school kids tmr (: hahas. can we do well? though we are from different schools? hahas. bet can bah. after a few sessions of bonding.
today's camp was fun and relaxing. played some games with the use of poker cards&your calculation skills plus treasure hunt. hahas. tio forfeited at one of the games. wrote the darn long word 'CONGRATULATIONS' with our butt. (again) mr lim was so NOBLE to accompany us to do it tgt. haahhs. embarrassing but fun eh. ^^
theory was some sabo-ing games and also sight-reading prac.a game of challenging with boys . girls win in the end. GIRLS RULE! ^^
combined practice. fun, mr nelson kwei said we did rather well,at least still presentable =.= hope we can do well tmr! hahahs :DDDD JIAYOU.
really wanna rest rest. tired tired. :/ see you guys again ar.
lastly, TANYONGLAY, cheer up! don care the others. be yourself. k? (: